And well over a year later, I'm still feeling the same unsettled 'I don't know where I fit in' kind of feeling. Most of that is my own fault, I'm not much of a joiner and I'm that person once I'm home, I hate going out.

Maybe if I settle down with one book at a time and just soak it all up like a sponge .. something will reach out and trip me and hopefully it won't be face first into the carpet.

That I am so all over the place doesn't help and I hate starting something that I never seem to finish. I have I don't know HOW many books started, projects, courses online I want to take. Just so much to do and so little time.

I sometimes feel like I just can't move because there is so much I want to do .. where to start? I suppose it's good to start at the beginning, so I will pick up the first book I bought, and read it front to back.

Good start.

:D